I question this more and more the older I get. I’m not nearly as invested as I used to be. I did watch more games this year. But when we come out looking like crap in the early part of the schedule i start to lose interest. Too many better things to do with those 2 hours than watch bad basketball, bad officiating, listen to bad commentators, in a sport now seemingly heavily slanted in favor of a few teams.
A lot of the attention I do still give is out of habit.
I still care as much as ever, specifically about Kentucky basketball.
It's my overall investment into the sport itself that is waning fast, and it's a perspective on our wins and losses that I think gives me extra patience.
People made fun of Cal about it, but you could just as easily say we won the LSU game or Seton Hall game. The record doesn't show it, but how much does the record even matter at this point?
With things getting vacated and everyone with a brain being aware that even a lot of the stuff that sticks was fraudulent, it's just hard for me to view losing to Carolina in the tournament as a "failure" or not being a 1-seed as a "disappointment."
To have the ridiculous, corrupt, random regular season that college basketball puts together and then decide it with a single-elimination, randomly assigned tournament played in football stadiums to crown a champion makes me wonder if I'm in my right mind to watch any of this at all. If it weren't essentially a part of my identity, family history and all friendships and relationships, I couldn't justify it.