Says the guy who cared enough to write an entire dissertation to try and re-explain why he did what he did to earn the descriptor “drives like mamaw”.
You need to talk bro, you seem real down on life. Reach out for help if you need it dawg. Just saying. Attacking the same five posters online for five straight years probably isn't too healthy ya know. Anyways shoot me a DM if you need but if not good luck with that.