Thank you all for the kind words and prayers.
Thai is going to be extremely hard. I took care of my Mom for nearly 11 years. We were extremely close. Mom told me that when I was born and I was given to her, we looked at each other like “old souls” that found each other.
I helped her go shopping, do crafts, cooked for her, and every night she and I played Jeopardy on our Alexa. And now that’s all gone. It’s just too quiet around here. She was as active as she could be with her disability. And even when she was in the hospital she would call and check on me. Ironically.
I’ve lost the closet and last parent and because I took care of her I feel waves of guilt. It’s why I didn’t become a doctor. I couldn’t take losing patients.
Just keep me in your prayers guys. I’m literally living minute to minute right now.