After a nights sleep I am ready to sort out my feelings. In the past I was on the edge of my seat, tense, nervous watching every play, living and dying with ever score or turnover. This is not happening now. I watch our games, wanting to win, but realize that I am only giving the Cats a 50/50 chance to win or lose. I am not nervous or worried or even any longer.
I think it is the OAD that has made me this way. I have accepted that as long as we have Cal, this is what we will have year after year. I find myself excited every year with who he recruits and always anxious to see them come together.
However the total lack of basic skills some of there 5 stars have makes me wonder if they have had ANY coaching in middle or high school. What I mean is lack of free throw shooting, lack of blocking out for rebounds, terrible passing skills, big men with no hook shot, guards that can't shoot,etc.
Last night's blowout has had zero affect on me, I slept like a baby, and this is NOT how I use to be when we lost a game.
In no way do I want Cal gone, but, I do wish he would be open minded enough to assess his new team each year and develop a system that works best for that specific team, instead of being so vanilla.
I am thinking Cal is a victim of his own success. And somewhere along the line it has took me to a place I have never been before, and I do not really like this place.
I am now like, meh, we lost a game, meh, we won a game, meh this bunch will be gone in 2 months, meh we will have a brand new bunch next fall, meh, wash, rinse, repeat.
I started feeling this way after the Wisky give away.