^agreed, it reeks of privilege.
Rudd!
I think I noticed a post from you earlier about sleep paralysis -
OHMAN - I used to get it off/on but started experiencing it regularly during. a certain period of time where certain stresses were continually present --- all in all -- I'd have a bout with it one or two times a week for the better part of 5-6 years
It was so terrifying I had to work out a code where my ladies all knew the if I started making urgent muffled / unnatural sounds --- that meant I was trying to scream my way awake
anyway -- the main I wanted to ask you was whether or not you ever experienced the sensation of a malevolent being in the room with you ?
I saw the comment where you experienced the glitching nephew (good band name) -- and on occasion I'd get those elements of surreal dream scapes too ---- but mostly it was that appalling "stuck in between; ,,,,,often with at the being of hate that made me f'ing want to jump in a Hoel in die
....there was a documentary that Brandi had me watch on this and apparently that sensation isn't uncommon for ppl who get SP
it always seemed to kick off right as I was slipping into REM sleep
I believe it's the near match for a deep hypnosis state too