Chubbs! Again, I admire the commitment, but it’s not my path. You mocked my path, and that’s fine. But honestly, I envy your commitment to yours. I think you could be more open to others paths, but we’ve been down that path too many times.I offered to you (if you remember) to walk you through the same path a very wise and patient Pastor walked me through when I too struggled with my own belief just as you do. It is your own lack of desire to experience the liberation I did once I set aside my anger, disbelief, and arrogance to see the Creator as he is, not how others described him.
That offer btw stands.