I feel okay. But I feel resigned. Resigned to the fact that regardless of what type of decent young guys we have playing for us, regardless of how well they do in the classroom during their time here, regardless that Cal is not dirty, regardless of everything, we will eternally be looked at as a Black Hat and will receive the most difficult and yes, unfair, treatment by the NCAA year in and year out. Resigned that UNC*** will be protected regardless of their sordid history. It really sucks. On second thought, I'm not okay.