It seems we've lived quite similar lives. My dad had double pneumonia and sepsis in 2022 and caught MRSA in the hospital. He was 80 years old and survived. He's usually outside but had been sleeping a lot and one day I couldn't wake him up so I called 911. But he didn't have to be life flighted from the same hospital, put in a two week coma or have a trachea like I did. He did have to be strapped down like I did though.
I tested positive for the rhino virus (the common cold) had fluid on both lungs and my heart. I never even knew I was sick. I remember my lungs hurting but I thought I was just smoking to much. Then I didn't get out of bed for 3 days. I was still wearing my work clothes and didn't show up to work the next two days and hadn't answered calls or texts and I didn't show up to my son's games and my baby mama, thank God we're on good terms, knew something wasn't right and showed up when she did. Like I said I was covered in urine and feces. I actually went into septic shock, that's why I coded 2 minutes in. She heard them say we're losing him, man I'm starting to cry just writing this, code blue was announced on the loudspeakers and 12 people ran into the room and rushed her out of the area. They cut my clothes off and started CPR and defibrillated me. She heard the doctor after 5 minutes say please tell her we've got a pulse again. It's crazy cause she said I told her I'd never be back home when EMS was loading me up. I have no memory of anything but one. The week leading up to it I don't remember. There's one brief moment where I felt totally at peace and weightless and that's right before I coded cause I can remember telling myself I'm dying, why though? I can't explain it but it was like in a dream state. Then lights out for two weeks. A week of fighting the doctors and nurses. I wouldn't believe pictures of me, I thought my family and friends were robots. But they couldn't sedate me any lower cause my blood pressure was dropping so low but my heartbeat was swinging from 40 beats to 145 bpm. Finally a nurse came in and actually thoroughly explained what happened did I calm down. I still couldn't accept it fully though cause I didn't remember being sick.
It was a viral infection that caused the sepsis, not a bacterial one. I was outside a lot in could moist air cause my dog had died and I was miserable. Walking around my subdivision for hours cause I couldn't stand being in that house without him. I wasn't sleeping even though I was taking my Xanax and sleeping pills. That's what caused it I'm sure cause I was crying during those multi hour long walks and I remember seeing my breath on most of them. My baby momma said she could hear my lungs rattling the second she walked in my house and I was trying to say help but she couldn't make it out till she got to my bedroom. I couldn't open my eyes or stand up. She tried to lift me up to breath better but I was dead weight. I spent April 21st at Rockastle Hospital, was life flighted to St. Joe's East the same day and after 4 weeks was transported to Danville LTAC to learn to walk again. Came off the trachea 4 days before I got released, was finally aloud to drink something and eat which I was literally going insane not being able to drink and just dying of thirst. I get this damn feeding tube out Thursday and see my family doctor right after to test my cognitive and leg strength to make sure I can drive. I feel like absolute **** half the time and feel 80% the other half. The nightmares suck. I haven't eaten one sweet since I've been home. I'm literally eating as much carbs as possible because I lost so much weight 35 pounds but I've got 20 or so back. Still underweight. I'll post another pic of me in the coma when they were measuring my brain waves.
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