You're the one who admitted you're a troll, but asserted (with no evidence) that other trolls on here are paid, and you are not. I'm focusing on that.
There's no visceral hatred ... it's logic-based.
Yes, you've had an obviously rough life. You raised a family on a dirt road in a completely antiquated house that's too small for 2 people, let alone a family. And you did that with two incomes (meaning YOU, personally, really struggled to provide). You tried to get an MBA for a over 10 years longer than it takes other part-timers to accomplish the same, and you gave up. Because you're not smart/motivated. That's also why you chose to troll. And chose to amuse yourself with the perceived suffering of others ... because you imagine they're just like you, and that brings you joy. No, I'm not suffering, sport ... that's YOUR imagination ... you get off on other's disliking someone, because you think that's evidence of them suffering, and that makes you happy. That's your Dark Triad talking.