Copy n Paste
I will be posting a few things here tonight to set a few things straight. This account will not be kept open past a few hours tonight. The only reason I am using this picture is because it is the I was using when contacted by Steve Robertson. I am going to make the page public so you can share, copy, pass on to whomever. I have sent a few friend request out but not many. I figured word will get around pretty quick anyway.
I can't begin to apologize enough for my actions. I contacted a few and made personal apologies but I know that is not close to the amount that I owe everyone. My intentions did not start out to con, dupe, or catfish (which is now a word that makes me physically sick at my stomach when I hear it) anyone. I didn't intend for what happened to happen. It just grew and grew and got out of hand and simply....really liked some of the contacts I made. There were many times I wanted to just stop it all and end it all but it had gone too far. I don't know why I let it go on. I know some people are calling me lots of things and crazy is one of them. I made a mistake. I didn't intend harm. Some of you I considered friends. There were so many times that I wanted to just tell everyone.
I haven't put much time in to what I wanted to say today so just because I don't set the record straight on a particular topic doesn't mean that it is true.....I know how people spin things.
One thing I want to make clear today.....
Steve Robertson knows exactly who I am. He made a promise to never "out" me and he has kept that promise. There is a very small handful of people that know who I am and then there are a few that think they know and are very far off. Steve understands that if he told who I am, I would be in for a ton of hate directed towards me and my family. I have a family I want to protect. These were my actions and my mistakes they should not have to be ridiculed for it. I did get several threats that I can only assume were real.
I am NOT Acey Roberts nor am I Matthew Faulkner. Neither one of those guys knew I was not who I told them. I did not have any kind of accomplice. I never told a single soul what I was doing. They were innocent.
I did not start out to be some kind of Ole Miss recruiting geek. I got caught up in the process just like other fans. I used twitter to post my excitement. Yes, I tweeted recruits in the beginning. NO I DID NOT PROMISE THEM SEX. (RME as if) I did not have any type inappropriate contact with a recruit. Steve has pretty much verified this by several of them sending him screen shots. I do not work for Ole Miss, I am not an employee of Ole Miss. I am not Coach Freeze lol, or his wife, or any of his daughters. Not his family either.
I NEVER ONCE CALLED AN EMPLOYER!!! There are some, 2 specifically telling that I called there place of employment. I never did this, never asked anyone to do this, however I did joke privately about this with a few. I won't name the names of those saying I called their work but if someone did call about them.....wasn't my doing.
Some like to call what I did "stealing an identity". I did not do that. I created the name. I stole the pictures. Slight difference.
I am not proud of what I did. I am glad it is all over. I dearly miss some of the ladies, and many others. I have moved on from this. I no longer have a headache every week. Remember how I constantly complained about my head hurting.....I don't have the stress of getting caught and head hardly hurts.
The weeks/months after Steve found me, I cried constantly. It was a very low point in my life to come face to face with what I did. I will have to say, if Steve had of not been extremely professional about it I don't think I could have handled it. Not wanting anyone to feel sorry for me but just trying to explain.
I am very sorry and don't expect forgiveness but I thought I needed to say a few things.
Hotty Toddy
No Longer
AP Presley
(yes, I am a fan)