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    Pray for me not doing well

    Thank you. Been a hard past several days for me.
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    Pray for me not doing well

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    Who’s your favorite retired non UK athlete?

    Ken Griffey Jr
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    Folks, I’m afraid they are coming for Rupp Arena next.

    I say leave Rupp Arena's name alone. Like several others posted. No proof he was a racist. He was a hell of a coach and made Kentucky basketball into what it is today. Would like to see it renovated though.
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    Need prayers and advice

    Have been threatened to be kicked out because of my alcohol problem. I get more suicidal at times from drinking. Know not what she wants to do. Just hard for her to deal with.
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    Need prayers and advice

    Thank you. I am also not helping with my drinking either. Not making excuses but when I drink it seems easier for me to deal with my health problems. Fearing am becoming dependent on it to deal with it. I sneak alcohol all the time. Hide it so family doesn't find it. I know it frustrating...
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    Need prayers and advice

    Been having a bad night tonight. Mom has been in my room by my bed for past couple of hours making sure I am OK. I have the best family. Have been feeling kind of guilty though. Feel like I am making their life harder.
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    Need prayers and advice

    Yes the Klonopin helped especially when having panic attacks. They were going to remove me off the rest of my meds if continued to drink. I had nothing but bad experience with old doctor and psychiatrist. They had me on buspar as well did not like the way that medication made me feel at all...
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    Need prayers and advice

    Thanks for your kind and inspiring words. Dealing with this has taken a toll on my family and friends, but they stand by my side through the good and bad times.
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    Need prayers and advice

    I had suicidal thoughts before being put on medications never actually tried until was on medications. I don't think any of my meds are SSRis I take Abilify, Hydroxyzine and Effexor. I hope none of these are those types of meds I take your word that they are dangerous. If they are let me know...
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    Need prayers and advice

    I see my psychiatrist once a week now. I have had a really hard time opening up to him 100%. I don't know why, but it has been really hard for me. I write a lot and am curious if you think would be a good idea about maybe writing it all down and instead of talking maybe letting him read if I...
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    Need prayers and advice

    Haven't posted for a while, but for anyone interested I have been doing better these past couple weeks. Have had some bad days, but more better days than bad. Have taken advice from everyone posted and has helped tremendously. Between you guys, family, friends and my new doctors advice I have...
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    Bump this thread when Indiana sucks

    Lol this thread has been going on for almost five years and they still suck.
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    Need prayers and advice

    Never thought about that I love older games as well. My brother is a huge gamer as well. He has all the older systems will have him to let me borrow his old nes so can play Mario games. As for the Arcade games I have a lot of them on my Xbox One.
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    Need prayers and advice

    Yeah I have always been honest with people with my depression and other mental health issues. I have had a few gamer friends remove me from their list and block me. Some played years with on Xbox Live. They would hold me about playing a game and would tell them my depression was bad at that...
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